"Shanti"

Dear Lord,

Thank you that we have hung the clothes up already so its not going to be another pile of stinky laundry. Also, the infected clothes are outside waiting to be sunned which separates the good laundry from the bad and also the smells. After the sunning, if the clothes are still smelly, I will personally handwash them.

Thank you that I see now that it started from my own lack of self-discipline and weakness that has caused a rift between me and Isaac. It started from asking him to cook for me when I can easily do it myself. Which got him feeling like he's being made to do a lot of things while what he actually wants to do is to go for a run.

Thank you that W has been swift enough to respond to the matter at hand. Now all we need to do is to figure out how to contribute our share of the bargain. After detoxing from the recent episode we shall begin our meeting and discussion about the matter.

Thank you that the mantra that Isaac and I did together earlier appeared to be very powerful. I can totally feel a sensation of throbbing slightly beneath the surface of my forehead. I am absolutely excited to go through a true spiritual experience and cannot wait for day three.

It is good that Isaac tried to patch things back halfway through our fit. Another thing to notice about my ego.

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"Shalom"

Dear Lord,

Thank you for the fact that the fear of having not enough is slowly dissipating along with a growing trust in you. There are many factors that are contributing to this confidence... the fact that it's rather easy to get that little bit of everyday stash with just one phonecall and also the very example that we have survived this long already.(W)

Thank you that I exercised yesterday and didn't even plan it! And a good one at that because my whole body's aching... and specific parts quite intensely as well. Also, the 'exercise' was watched and enjoyed by my friends whom praised me for a job well done so that was pleasurable to me.(E)

Thank you that there's enough food for one more meal later, which makes me happy because I like that there's always makan available. The food is rather heaty though so I am drinking a lot of water now, nearly done with a whole bottle already which is of course good for detox either way even if I wasn't heaty.(E)

Thank you that I have already registered for the HK site and will soon be uploading the full proposal to a solid gateway to investors. I have hopes for this one and despite any misgivings on my part due to our own debts issues, am sure that something can be worked out as long as this part of the bargain, getting the investor, is settled.(F)

It was nice talking to Beryl and having her understand that part of me which I find most important for a good friend to - my metaphysical concepts and theories.(A)

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"Olah" Ascend

Dear Lord,

Thank you for Isaac, this great love of mine, who will give up anything just because I want it. It's lovely to be loved by someone who truly loves me like that. He doesn't even notice that he's giving up that something because he loves me so much. I am truly blessed. (2Cups)

Thank you that I do not need to go to our partner's place today to do the HBO work. The reason behind this is actually what I am most thankful for because it does mean that there is no mad rush that I truly did not intend anyway. And it is also because of the reason behind it that I am excited and happy about as that completes the story of how we have income coming in now. (+World)

Thank you that you've made Isaac so happy and less fearful now. We celebrated yesterday with a meal out. And celebrated the good news from the investors with our own individual kicks. We did this despite the reducing small which signifies our trust in the universe and the knowledge of the victory that is to be dramatised. (=Chariot)

Thank you for this tower we are growing through at the moment, the 5 pentacles and all its uncertainties has shown us firsthand how much we are in your favour if we only try. It is this tower that is bringing about the transformation that we so desire, the opening of the third eye, the absolute ability to manifest at will. (+5Pentacles)

Thank you for the gifts of new e-books given to me as well as the lesson on activating the third eye. (=6wands)

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"sekhel" intellect

Dear Lord,

Thank you that despite his mood, Isaac was still sweet enough to make lunch for me. I should give him some space as he works through this trying period to find some sense of what to do. Thank you that I know he always pulls through and makes something out of nothing for us.

Thank you that I have hope that there are news flying towards me, knocking at my door that will be cause for celebration. I shall check all my mails and do some calls with that very hope. This will keep my fire burning. This will keep us alive. I know there's something behind unopened doors.

Thank you that I still have hope in times like these. Thank you that I am in the act of allowing. And because I am, I have even more hope that everything will work out well. Then whenever I get upset about Isaac's defeatist attitude, I can remember the first thank you and just allow him to be.

Thank you that we did get something after all, it was good Isaac brought the top along. And perhaps it is alright to not get the rest for we might need it at another time. There is no reason to fear. We have not played all our cards yet and we are not dying.

And I am happy that K liked my writing. It's nice to have connected.

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"hatzlaha" success

Dear Lord,

Thank you that D has answered to the affirmative albeit not the full deal that we had imagined. In fact, we had thought he was going to beat around the bush for much longer so it's truly wonderful that he's delivering what we know he can. I can see that this development is definitely created by me in my own growing conviction of the entire project.

Thank you that I had such a great dream. It is symbollic of how he has learnt to harness his power and in turn is symbollic of us as a couple, how we have learnt to harness our powers. I've always known that I was a truly magnetic person and has a special energy beyond the norms of the average person.

Thank you that I remembered to save while editing yesterday like as though I knew that the trial period was ending. It was truly a miracle because I don't usually edit and save at the same time. Thank you for helping me to stop thinking and just flow yesterday. And how great that I've actually finished editing yesterday night.

Thank you that we have even more leads now what with the appearance of Y, my suspicion that S might have something for me and that growing idea that there are really a lot of people that I have access to which I have not tapped onto yet. In fact, our first list isn't even used up yet.

It was also really nice that I cooked a meal for me. It was delicious...

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

Isaac

Dear Lord,

Thank you that I's still talking to G. This bodes well and I am glad for it since it seems the meeting with K was only mediocre. In fact, I came back quite early the day when he met K according to my impression. I am also glad that Q is there because if they are talking this long when Q is there it does seem pretty positive.

Thank you for the delicious meal I've just had and that it was suitable for my body's constitution. Thank you also that it helped with the spell because it was technically gourmet-styled food. Thank also for teaching me that I have to open and seal spells.

Thank you that G was nice enough to send I home. It's really good that he's back early so that he can exercise like how he wants to and still sleep early to go collect his salary from Shalom tomorrow. I am glad that he's so motivated and looked so happy when he came back.

Thank you that it seems the meeting went well although I have not gotten the minute details down yet. Overall it's definitely from I's beaming demeanour that is giving me the feeling that the appointment went well and truly his happiness says it all. I wouldn't need anything more concrete to define it as such.

Such is I's power...

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"Keneh Bosem"

Dear Lord,

Thank you that the aircon is fixed and we were not asked to play a part at all. That makes me feel like A and J are so nice to us, takes care of us. I mean J is always checking on me and giving me advice and stuff. Where I would not like it before, now it feels good because they absolutely do not expect anything back.

Thank you that we don't quite have to go for B's thing later because we already have something on. However, I do feel like I should try to chip in for her present since she was so lovely to me on my birthday. Or I should at least get her something myself.

Thank you that S was there at I's meeting and she could possibly be a big help. I shall send them a further edited copy of the proposal later. She and K. And it was through this entire thing also that I am seeing that I am too resistant. I am forgetting to allow.

Thank you that I brought back the stuff safe and sound. And also that later we are bringing it by bus and early enough not to need to worry. I am also thankful that the amount gotten is substantial enough according to I. It is good for us this period that the peeps we are getting it for are not local otherwise it will be hard to make.

It was fantastic to not have to cook anything else but rice since J had dishes for me. Cool...

Om Namo Hanumaantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine