"Olah" Ascend

Dear Lord,

Thank you for Isaac, this great love of mine, who will give up anything just because I want it. It's lovely to be loved by someone who truly loves me like that. He doesn't even notice that he's giving up that something because he loves me so much. I am truly blessed. (2Cups)

Thank you that I do not need to go to our partner's place today to do the HBO work. The reason behind this is actually what I am most thankful for because it does mean that there is no mad rush that I truly did not intend anyway. And it is also because of the reason behind it that I am excited and happy about as that completes the story of how we have income coming in now. (+World)

Thank you that you've made Isaac so happy and less fearful now. We celebrated yesterday with a meal out. And celebrated the good news from the investors with our own individual kicks. We did this despite the reducing small which signifies our trust in the universe and the knowledge of the victory that is to be dramatised. (=Chariot)

Thank you for this tower we are growing through at the moment, the 5 pentacles and all its uncertainties has shown us firsthand how much we are in your favour if we only try. It is this tower that is bringing about the transformation that we so desire, the opening of the third eye, the absolute ability to manifest at will. (+5Pentacles)

Thank you for the gifts of new e-books given to me as well as the lesson on activating the third eye. (=6wands)

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"sekhel" intellect

Dear Lord,

Thank you that despite his mood, Isaac was still sweet enough to make lunch for me. I should give him some space as he works through this trying period to find some sense of what to do. Thank you that I know he always pulls through and makes something out of nothing for us.

Thank you that I have hope that there are news flying towards me, knocking at my door that will be cause for celebration. I shall check all my mails and do some calls with that very hope. This will keep my fire burning. This will keep us alive. I know there's something behind unopened doors.

Thank you that I still have hope in times like these. Thank you that I am in the act of allowing. And because I am, I have even more hope that everything will work out well. Then whenever I get upset about Isaac's defeatist attitude, I can remember the first thank you and just allow him to be.

Thank you that we did get something after all, it was good Isaac brought the top along. And perhaps it is alright to not get the rest for we might need it at another time. There is no reason to fear. We have not played all our cards yet and we are not dying.

And I am happy that K liked my writing. It's nice to have connected.

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"hatzlaha" success

Dear Lord,

Thank you that D has answered to the affirmative albeit not the full deal that we had imagined. In fact, we had thought he was going to beat around the bush for much longer so it's truly wonderful that he's delivering what we know he can. I can see that this development is definitely created by me in my own growing conviction of the entire project.

Thank you that I had such a great dream. It is symbollic of how he has learnt to harness his power and in turn is symbollic of us as a couple, how we have learnt to harness our powers. I've always known that I was a truly magnetic person and has a special energy beyond the norms of the average person.

Thank you that I remembered to save while editing yesterday like as though I knew that the trial period was ending. It was truly a miracle because I don't usually edit and save at the same time. Thank you for helping me to stop thinking and just flow yesterday. And how great that I've actually finished editing yesterday night.

Thank you that we have even more leads now what with the appearance of Y, my suspicion that S might have something for me and that growing idea that there are really a lot of people that I have access to which I have not tapped onto yet. In fact, our first list isn't even used up yet.

It was also really nice that I cooked a meal for me. It was delicious...

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

Isaac

Dear Lord,

Thank you that I's still talking to G. This bodes well and I am glad for it since it seems the meeting with K was only mediocre. In fact, I came back quite early the day when he met K according to my impression. I am also glad that Q is there because if they are talking this long when Q is there it does seem pretty positive.

Thank you for the delicious meal I've just had and that it was suitable for my body's constitution. Thank you also that it helped with the spell because it was technically gourmet-styled food. Thank also for teaching me that I have to open and seal spells.

Thank you that G was nice enough to send I home. It's really good that he's back early so that he can exercise like how he wants to and still sleep early to go collect his salary from Shalom tomorrow. I am glad that he's so motivated and looked so happy when he came back.

Thank you that it seems the meeting went well although I have not gotten the minute details down yet. Overall it's definitely from I's beaming demeanour that is giving me the feeling that the appointment went well and truly his happiness says it all. I wouldn't need anything more concrete to define it as such.

Such is I's power...

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"Keneh Bosem"

Dear Lord,

Thank you that the aircon is fixed and we were not asked to play a part at all. That makes me feel like A and J are so nice to us, takes care of us. I mean J is always checking on me and giving me advice and stuff. Where I would not like it before, now it feels good because they absolutely do not expect anything back.

Thank you that we don't quite have to go for B's thing later because we already have something on. However, I do feel like I should try to chip in for her present since she was so lovely to me on my birthday. Or I should at least get her something myself.

Thank you that S was there at I's meeting and she could possibly be a big help. I shall send them a further edited copy of the proposal later. She and K. And it was through this entire thing also that I am seeing that I am too resistant. I am forgetting to allow.

Thank you that I brought back the stuff safe and sound. And also that later we are bringing it by bus and early enough not to need to worry. I am also thankful that the amount gotten is substantial enough according to I. It is good for us this period that the peeps we are getting it for are not local otherwise it will be hard to make.

It was fantastic to not have to cook anything else but rice since J had dishes for me. Cool...

Om Namo Hanumaantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"Esther" Celeste

Dear Lord,

Thank you for the lovely meal Isaac cooked for me. It is so nice to have someone who cares for you like that and ask for nothing in return. I am so very, very blessed to have a gem of an other half willing to brave through anything for me albeit this time it was just a home-cooked meal... :)

Thank you for the 13 wonders... like oh my gawd never expected that tremendous luck. And all that it means and brings. My cards were incredible throughout the game the moment I just decided to create a true desire. What confirmation on the laws of the universe, what magic!

Thank you for the bettering of the proposal. I can feel it coming to a grandoise life now. And I am excited to send the full version to Toachiat and all once it is complete. I shall do it step by step so I do not get overwhelmed. However, I shall also not procrastinate in between this system either.

Thank you for the dough that came in. It's really interesting how accurate the tarot is and how many secrets can be derived from the intimate knowledge of its ways. Please continue to heighten my esoteric knowledge and application. It is truly all I ever really want.

It's also really nice that Daryl has it without too much bother. I like that...

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"Sheva" 7

Dear Lord,

Thank you there was food in the home when we came back because I was too hungry to cook. And thank you that they offered and we had two generous helpings each. Also, it's nice that the house if full of food because this means that we can eat at any time if we just ask.

Thank you that there's nobody home so Isaac can watch some television. He's pretty stressed up about the whole negative side of everything and I need him to chill out and feel good again. Just being home and relaxing here for a quick change will rejuvenate his spirits. I shall go apologise to him for not being understanding just now. He deserves to hear something soothing like that.

Thank you that nobody's home now so I can snack on all the new year goodies I want. Okay now they are back but I am quite happy with all I have eaten already. It really satisfied some innate craving for the lunar celebration, for my own incessant need to eat and for the lack of snacking for a long while.

Thank you that we have an offer to go out to Clarke Quay tonight and on a normal day, the idea of which would be lovely. But truth betold, on a normal day I will probably be enjoying a bout of gambling at somebody's house somewhere. Funny enough today's offer is the one I would definitely take today on a normal day when normal just means that one major thing that I lack.

Thank you that nobody's home now so Isaac and I could have moments on the sofa outside together just now that felt so romantic and lovely in a home all to ourselves on our 7th year anniversary.