"Nesya" Miracle of God

Dear Lord,

I pray that the miracle has happened. My resolution is now more there than before. I know everything's going to be fine. There is no other way but up. I do not care. I will handle this. I will. I will not allow anything untoward to happen to us. First and foremost I will find an investor. I will go all out. There will be nothing else on my mind other than that tomorrow.

I will be strong for Isaac. He deserves this and it is true that it was my fault. I will not go there again. I must take charge. Something has changed. And I am going to be a survivor not a weakling. I shall not succumb to self-pity. And maybe I will discontinue the site. For perhaps in some way I am only dramatising the situation and not taking the situation by its horns. That was my main problem with religion in the first place and I am wondering how I should place everything now.

I need some time to myself. To reflect, to feel and gather myself together. I need to write in the other blog. I need to really, really write. I have not done that in awhile. I need to assert myself. I need to see clearly. I am lost in esoteria. And its not that I am giving up on it. That will be ridiculous for me. But I need to join the physical to the astral.

Alright I shall return when my thoughts have been released in a relentless stream of consciousness.

"Toe-Dah" thank you

Dear Lord,

I pray that we are saved and can move on from this point. We have always been so incredibly blessed. I see it now. If it wasn't for this time I wouldn't have known this so well as I do now. Please continue keeping us in your good graces and have us face the right direction in the wheel of fortune. Thank you again for all that you have given us.

I don't know if we will receive the gift that I hope for so very much but either way I know we will be fine because I truly see now that we have always been fine, through your grace. And with this comes this immense confidence that somehow or another everything will be alright. I thank you for this confidence at this time. It really truly helps so very, very much in our hour of need.

I think I want to try doing something really dramatic for you Lord so that I can go into that state to usher in the moment of confirmation for tomorrow's result. I shall ask whether this is advisable. And the extent of which I want to abstain, I have never tried it before, so I am a bit apprehensive. *** Okay, Isaac and I have decided to do it. Thank you Lord for your guidance.

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"shoresh" root

Dear Lord,

I pray that my prayers have been answered and I am now free. And I see that the step to doing this lies in already feeling free. I do feel that but it fluctuates so I just have to allow it to set. Vibrating at 'free' will be vibrating correctly. So is vibrating at 'easy'. We should always do everything like it's easy. Shefa! Shefa! Shefa!

Imma trying to figure out why from the state of ease anyone will fall from grace. It definitely has to do with some larger force distracting one out from the state of ease. And this is usually some other person whom you know, love or hate. For some people, that distracting force does not even need to be someone who is significant, just knowing and wanting that person to like you will do. Ah! I see now. Ego.

Ego distracts from Self. Self-identification isn't the same as being rooted. Being rooted just means connecting to the physical and it has to be balanced. That's why the most beautiful earthy people are truly the glorified farmers and natives with their soulful philosophy and understanding of nature. Connecting to the earth, reading the secrets of nature and life. Shefa! Shefa! Shefa!

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"Yod" -the primal vibration of the universe

Dear Lord,

I pray with great earnestness that my prayers are answered and I am now free. I have promised to return to something but as you are not enthusiastic about a contribution to you, I will think on it till I find something good. But meanwhile I will do what you ask by working on my lucid dreaming skills. Shefa! Shefa! Shefa!

I know that I must do whatever I can to vibrate in the same colour as the thing I desire. So I shall give to whomever I meet to create the feeling of lot, keep my home maintained to generate the feeling of luxury and be harmonious with one and all such that the feeling is one of ease. Shefa! Shefa! Shefa!

Besides manipulating the surrounding energies in this way, I am also attempting to balance out my chakras such that I am attracting to myself the right karmic patterns. My sacral and root chakra isn't opened so I have to open them so that my heart chakra will be less active and my chakras will overall be in sync with each other. Shefa! Shefa! Shefa!

I am determined to vibrate in the right way. I am transcending the ways of doubt and inaction. Everything is "already", nothing is "to be". My written words are magic and my conscious creation. I am also the water bearer so I can literally change the composition of liquids to aid all your quests (alchemy). Time shall take its own measure though so impatience shall never do. Shefa! Shefa! Shefa!

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"barukh" blessed

Dear Lord,

I pray that my prayers have been answered and everything's great now. Thank you that I had the inspiration to develop the chakra knowledge further and I know see that certain blockages are hindering the quick manifestation of my true desires. Also I have realised that my main strong point is my interest in the occult and that could be made into something.
Chant: I banish lack with gift and now I am full and true.

I will continue with the saturday smoke fast and as that has been going great, the tuesday meat fast. I will not attempt to sacrifice anything else until I got the second one down. Thank you for the clarity after the abstinence of today. We now have some ideas flowing but we do need your blessings on this.
Chant: I banish nought with lot and now I am rich and sweet.

Isaac will brainstorm and research on our newfound ideas and I beseech you to be with him tomorrow while he does this. Please also give him the motivation and strength to keep going despite any past influences. And for myself, be with me throughout the day and help me to dispel any worry from material reality with true need not to.
Chant: I banish poverty with generosity and now I am abundant and wealthy.

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine

"ladeornmc" wealth

Dear Lord,

I pray that I am out of this difficult situation and now I am reborn again, free to make all the plans I have always wanted to make and create that earthly state of the ether to harness the peace within. It is the vibration of already, now, being, rather than want, desperation, hope. Already, already, already.

After this I shall go bask in all the luxuries of my living quarters and further create the zen-like state of the astral here on earth. This is to build up the vibration that I need to solidify the prayer. I have already done the work emails and cannot do more till we get the list from Kel. The proposal and mock up has also been sent out already so what more I can do will just be to look for more opportunities online later. And I shall do so during work time. So all in all, I am feeling good about everything that I can physically do at the moment. Which will aid the vibration. Best of all is that I have time alone in my beautiful room right now with the quiet to ease me into me. Now, now, now.

I am excited about later where I am going out to have some fun, the sacrifice that we have made in abstaining from these activities for so long will be broken tonight and an exchange will be complete. I believe that everything's great and everything will always be fine and hence I shall dismiss it all now to forget it in my conscious such that it is in my subconscious power. And I am so blessed that no matter what, things are always great... so I'll just be, be, be.

Om Namo Hanumantaay Aaveshay Aaveshay Swaahaa,

Celestine