Dear Lord,
I pray that the miracle has happened. My resolution is now more there than before. I know everything's going to be fine. There is no other way but up. I do not care. I will handle this. I will. I will not allow anything untoward to happen to us. First and foremost I will find an investor. I will go all out. There will be nothing else on my mind other than that tomorrow.
I will be strong for Isaac. He deserves this and it is true that it was my fault. I will not go there again. I must take charge. Something has changed. And I am going to be a survivor not a weakling. I shall not succumb to self-pity. And maybe I will discontinue the site. For perhaps in some way I am only dramatising the situation and not taking the situation by its horns. That was my main problem with religion in the first place and I am wondering how I should place everything now.
I need some time to myself. To reflect, to feel and gather myself together. I need to write in the other blog. I need to really, really write. I have not done that in awhile. I need to assert myself. I need to see clearly. I am lost in esoteria. And its not that I am giving up on it. That will be ridiculous for me. But I need to join the physical to the astral.
Alright I shall return when my thoughts have been released in a relentless stream of consciousness.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
.jpg)
No comments:
Post a Comment