"etmol" Yesterday

Dear Hanuman,

Thank you that Calixtus and I are talking again. He sounds fine. I am glad. I know things will always be fine. That is normalcy to me and normalcy always rules. Soon I will be with my whole family again and we will be happy and smiling and Isaac will have learnt to open his heart chakra by then and we will also be in a better state of things.

Thank you that everywhere seems quiet regarding the workers' thing. After all, Tan would have said something if it's blown up. And Carrick would have called Isaac if something went to the home. Also when Isaac went back last nothing was brought up to that effect so generally we are really blessed to be saved from any catastrophy of that sort.

Thank you that despite my discomfort at not being adequate at One-North the other day, Khalid seems to like us very much. That is a good sign at least. Also, I am also glad for the learning experience to be fully myself. Because I have not really understood this feeling of inadequacy I feel in these circumstances and perhaps this is my time to learn. After all, I will be leaving soon.

Thank you that I feel totally good with my friends now. I have let go of the awful feelings I had about their behaviour and know it to just be human nature and human failings now. It is great to not take personally anything at all because it means I am free. And it is easier to focus on what truly matters for growth like this. Detachment is definitely so very vital.